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Monday, May 20th, 2002
5:16 pm	Consider this journal dead Nobody really gives a shit about what goes on in my life, hell nobody really gives a shit about me so I've decided not to update this anymore. Waste of my time...people only use it when they wanna leave a message saying they need me or something and after they're done using me they ignore me once again. RIP little journal (4 open old woundss | bury your thoughts)
Thursday, April 18th, 2002
7:10 pm	Eventful Night So last night I decided to come online later than I usually do. FMC pretty much died down and nobody was talking so out of boredom I went to Yahoo(believe me, it wasn't my first option but I had read all of my usual pages...some twice). I'm glad I did go there though because I met the greatest person, she lives in Louisiana and we ended up talking for 6hrs on the comp and an hour and a half on the phone(which means we ended up talking till 9:30am heh). We have so much in common its not even funny. I can't wait to speak to her again (2 open old woundss | bury your thoughts)
Wednesday, April 17th, 2002
2:13 pm	Have I changed? I feel I have, I think I'm a better person now. Much kinder and I don't pick fights for entertainment purposes...hmmmmmm (2 open old woundss | bury your thoughts)
Sunday, April 14th, 2002
6:35 pm	My cousin made the papers http://www.telegram.com/news/oneedition/holden2.html (1 open old wounds | bury your thoughts)
Saturday, April 13th, 2002
10:17 pm	Oh Hell ya! Red Sox beating up on the Yankees this weekend, so far we took the first two games...whoot! (bury your thoughts)
Friday, April 5th, 2002
4:30 pm	2002 MLB Predictions Well before the season gets too into gear I thought I would make my predicitions, lets see how well I do AL East- Yankees AL Central- Indians AL West- Oakland AL Wild Card- Red Sox AL Rookie of the Year- Carlos Pena AL MVP- Jason Giambi AL CY Young- Mussina NL East- Mets NL Central- Cardinals NL West- Diamondbacks NL Wild Card- Giants NL Rookie of the Year- Sean Burroughs NL MVP- Barry Bonds NL Cy Young- Curt Schilling World Series- Cards over Oakland in 6 (1 open old wounds | bury your thoughts)
Friday, March 29th, 2002
12:56 pm	Happy Birthday to me, I'm 20 years old now (8 open old woundss | bury your thoughts)
Wednesday, March 27th, 2002
5:33 pm	Lame Charges The US Government has issued a new charge against those found with drugs. Its called "Aiding Terrorism" I was just wondering if the US government would charge themselves with that everytime they buy large bulks of oil from Saudi Arabia. I once again reiterate that the only reason the drugs that are illegal are that way is because the government can't tax them. If they could they would be put right next to alcohol and tobacco in stores. (3 open old woundss | bury your thoughts)
Tuesday, March 26th, 2002
12:55 am	Well its my birthday Friday, not one person has sent me a card...shows how much my family cares about me. Most of the time I'm not invited to their get togethers...they'll send invites for my mom, dad, and brother but not me...I'm use to shit like this by now (bury your thoughts)
Sunday, March 24th, 2002
10:34 pm	Well I got my cell phone and activated it. All in all the phone will cost me $40 after the rebate and its cost $40 a month...which I can make in one good deal or two lousy ones. I needed the cell though, because quite frankly I can't have people calling my home phone every 10min...it'll seem suspicious I have free nights which is 11pm-7am EST...which means for those whom wish to call me long distance it costs me nothing but you'll still have a long distance fee *grin* if ya want the number ask me (bury your thoughts)
Friday, March 22nd, 2002
10:31 pm	bought Training Day on DVD yesterday, damn I love that movie... saw it at the theaters and knew I had to own it. Are you a sheep or are you a wolf? *grin* Anyways I think I'm over the shit in my last entry, fuck her...her loss. I'm not gonna dwell on it, not worth my time well laters (2 open old woundss | bury your thoughts)
Thursday, March 21st, 2002
5:16 am	Just woke up with a monstrous headache. I suppose its because I've been high on various things and drunk for about the past 72hrs...I mean straight through too. I bet you're wondering why I would be like that...well I don't take heart break very well and seeing as how I was left for somebody else because I didn't agree with something she wanted and this other guy was gonna allow her to do so...well she up and split. Now I've been on and off with girls a million times over but I can honestly say she was the second girl I ever loved. First being my bitch of an ex-fiance and then her. Some people deal with things in their own way, for now this is how I deal with these types of matters. Oh well I'm done now, perhaps I should try catching up on sleep (bury your thoughts)
Monday, March 18th, 2002
4:08 pm	I still have yet to play this game but oh well... I am Ramirez; "Where there is light... There is darkness! Sword of the Dark Moon!" I like to chant that before I kill my enemies. My leader, Galcian, was killed in battle. Now, I'm out for blood!. Which RPG villain are you? (bury your thoughts)
3:56 pm	Score: Adam 1, Cancer 0 Well I got back from the doctor today with good news. The mole in question is bigger than what they would like it to be but it doesn't look cancerous. However if it does change at all within the next 2-3 months I could have trouble. I didn't tell many people about this because I didn't wanna worry everybody before I got the results on what's happening, but all is good for now (bury your thoughts)
Saturday, March 16th, 2002
10:23 pm	Feel like shit at the moment, I wish there was a button where you could just put life on pause (2 open old woundss | bury your thoughts)
Sunday, March 3rd, 2002
1:44 pm	Scary Movie 2 is fucking hilarious, for those who haven't seen it I highly recomend it...American Pie 2 is damn good also. Sequels that are actually better then the firsts, hard to believe but true (bury your thoughts)
Tuesday, February 26th, 2002
11:03 pm	I'm thinking of updating this more often again, only time will tell if I actually do so First things first, the demons of my past are crawling back in...having trouble with alcohol and pain killers again. I think I'm writing this more as something for me to read and register in my brain so I can accept that I have a problem. I'll never truly be able to kick these habits unless I put myself into rehab...hmmmmmm I also came to the conclusion that me and Daniela could have had a beautiful friendship had we not fucked it up with that car wreck that was a relationship. I believe I'm about 70% to blame for it not working. Maybe we can start to mend the friendship that should have always been oh well, can't dwell on the past (1 open old wounds | bury your thoughts)
Sunday, February 3rd, 2002
8:44 pm	Heart and Soul How did I get so lucky? What could I have possibly done that was so fantastic to deserve you... whatever it may have been I thank god for having you. You truly are my everything. I love you with all my heart, I couldn't imagine life without you. I await the moment when I can taste the pleasures of your kiss and hold you close in my arms. You are my heart and soul, I promise to love you forever Current Mood: loved Current Music: Love Street by the Doors (bury your thoughts)
Wednesday, December 26th, 2001
1:32 am	I don't expect to have time to be on for awhile, for those whom care I wish you well until our paths cross once more (bury your thoughts)
Monday, December 24th, 2001
1:39 am	For You I Remember You by Skid Row Woke up to the sound of pouring rain The wind would whisper and I'd think of you And all the tears you cried, that called my name And when you needed me I came through I paint a picture of the days gone by When love went blind and you would make me see I'd stare a lifetime into your eyes So that I knew you were there for me Time after time you were there for me Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand - I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you We spend the summer with the top rolled down Wished ever after would be like this You said I love you babe, without a sound I said I'd give my life for just one kiss I'd live for your smile and die for your kiss Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand - I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you We've had our share of hard times But that's the price we paid And through it all we kept the promise that we made I swear you'll never be lonely Woke up to the sound of pouring rain Washed away a dream of you But nothing else could ever take you away 'Cause you'll always be my dream come true Oh my darling, I love you Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand - I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand - I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you (bury your thoughts)